Goombaslayer

I was like an angel fallen out of the sky, Hungry for bread but only searching for wine, And just like a needle phasing through skin, I showed you the light and then drowned you in sin. I am a pile of limbs and dog bones, chewed on and hallow I cry for my marrow Out lost in the yarrow, I'm sorry I'm here and not home.

When mania feels like poems hyperactive syllables dance so wild the top floor to foundation shakes, violent vibrations bereave the vascular to vertebrae, so it's chain smoke to tear choked. It's self induced stockholm, It's I'm over exposed, the aperture is broken, light is burning my bones. Ring Ring, Hello Hello? My heavy bones splinter as they touch the phone, self defense disguised as two thousand volts, tongue tied with thirty-two bolts Up is fucked , Down is here, Right is blocked whats Left is botulism of the brain and heart I'll vibrate through walls till the impossible talks, until then I'll click and pop in my posthumous walk.

I will write my own palm.

she dances with the wind, not understanding any of my cares, and yet - she cares for all of them. I tell her "I deserve better than this old abyss again and again." and I am tired enough for an entire forest, but old pine, mother of wings, stands still and nurtures many things (me being the smallest of them, only a whisper of a girl), and in whispers I learn how to nurture something not fire or dark, something like roots or strong rainstorms or the slow patience, the unafraid confidence that lets her stand tall and be touched by nothing but wind and sunshine and all the good things, none of them human, none of them harm. one day, I will st

Priceless golden sand slipping through an iris Tumbling down the slippery slope Into darkness Soon the sand will be gone She hears the slither The screaming sands She feels their weight on her back On her shoulders Her light is a blaze in the void But this B L A S P H E M E R Pretends Hunts in HER domain It cannot be left to stand She seeks it out It calls with false promises With false glory She snarls back a challenge Eyes ablaze Try and quench me Infidel I have seen the black and clawed my way out Just like i'll claw through you