The more I learn about this void and the spirits that exist there the more confusing it becomes.
I think there are still massive beings of energy out in the world, they control much but not as much as they used to.
I feel like I"m falling down a rabbit hole. The more I learn the looser my grip on the reality around me becomes.
My time there has probably contributed greatly to how crazy I feel sometimes.
I Feel compelled to write all this down. Start journling my experences there. Maybe one day a stragner will come along and solidify all of this for me. Theres too much detail for it to be my imagination. I've had to many experiences that tell me its all real. Am I unlocking secrets that have been lost? are there others who can do all of this and know more than I do? Am I the only one?
I must be insane but my power has been tested time and time again and others have witnessed it. Just yesterday I forced a being from a friends house. no religious rituals involved, it was merely my own mental and spiritual abilites. And now its gone and she sleeps soundly at night.
I just need to find someone else who I've never met to confirm my findings. If everyone on earth could do this, could see what I see. It'd be a much different place I think.