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I thought i was in a good mood.

Turns out i'm just manic.

At least it's something.

Something to hold onto.

It always turns dark though.

Like a cold star.

Or another contradictory thing I can't be bothered with coming up with.
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Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up.
Trust your gut kid and fuck it up.
So you see its wrong and you sit in silence?
Young boy your silence is violence.
So you post on your bullshit wall.
About how you care about us all
About how you're tired of all this shit.
Yet you still sit there.
Doing nothing.
Face lit up by your prisoner screen.
Feelings high from the thumbs it brings.

You are as guilty as the fat cats that kill for pleasure.
You are as guilty as the crooks that created leisure.

In  your silence and false sense of self worth,
You let them continue to burn and destroy.

Fuck it up.
Get off the computer.
Go outside,
Bother your neighbors,
Graffiti the walls,
Film the police,
Grow some damn balls.
Break some damn windows,
Fuck with the banks
Let them know that you will not take,
This shit lying down.


Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up.
Trust your gut.
Revolution in 150 characters
They don't read your fucking facebook status. 
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They say normality is overrated, but fuck that man my head is fucking hating

this.

and these.

and those.

Moments were the conversations are fluid, out a mouth and into  heads.
It's intimate.

I am a thief, taking up all those words and not giving anything back. Not twisting them into new ideas, just locking them down to think about later.


So I sit there and when i try broken fractals just kinda fall out of my face. Onto the floor. Viewed as unclean and unwanted by the words already floating around.


Normality seems nice. It seems soft and comforting. Like you can belong anywhere.

Instead of having to search so fucking hard for a niche you can fit in. Not just fit, but fall in.

So how should I end this?
Theres probably a way, but, once again,

Fractals.
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Hey, Do you wanna go smoke?
We could laugh and talk about the things we love the most,
because you know, I'm leaving soon.
When I leave its ganna feel like surgery,
Like a limb thats been,
Severed clean.
Those ghost pains will keep you up at night,
Surprise, surprise
I was a phantom the whole time.
I was a phantom the whole time,
At least I tried,
I know I'm not what you need
When I need the road.
When I leave,
All thats left of me is ganna be,
scattered in your bedsheets and strung up in the trees,
At least I tried,
I know I'm not what you need,
When I need the road.
Well, I'm standing in the middle of the bridges I'm burning,
If I'm lucky, I could still float.
I might wear the embers in my teeth,
My grin will be bright from all the smoulders i'll eat.
So hey, Do you wanna go smoke?
And I know, These bridges are toast,
Surprise, surprise.
You were the human sacrifice.
At least i tried,
but I am not what you need.
When I need the road.
Surprise, Surprise.
A new song I wrote. That dem theres the lyrics.
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The more I learn about this void and the spirits that exist there the more confusing it becomes.
I think there are still massive beings of energy out in the world, they control much but not as much as they used to.
I feel like I"m falling down a rabbit hole. The more I learn the looser my grip on the reality around me becomes.
My time there has probably contributed greatly to how crazy I feel sometimes.
bah. Rambles.
I Feel compelled to write all this down.  Start journling my experences there. Maybe one day a stragner will come along and solidify all of this for me. Theres too much detail for it to be my imagination. I've had to many experiences that tell me its all real. Am I unlocking secrets that have been lost? are there others who can do all of this and know more than I do? Am I the only one?


I must be insane but my power has been tested time and time again and others have witnessed it. Just yesterday I forced a being from a friends house. no religious rituals involved, it was merely my own mental and spiritual abilites. And now its gone and she sleeps soundly at night.


 I just need to find someone else who I've never met to confirm my findings. If everyone on earth could do this, could see what I see. It'd be a much different place I think.
The more I learn about this void and the spirits that exist there the more confusing it becomes.
I think there are still massive beings of energy out in the world, they control much but not as much as they used to.
I feel like I"m falling down a rabbit hole. The more I learn the looser my grip on the reality around me becomes.
My time there has probably contributed greatly to how crazy I feel sometimes.
bah. Rambles.
I Feel compelled to write all this down.  Start journling my experences there. Maybe one day a stragner will come along and solidify all of this for me. Theres too much detail for it to be my imagination. I've had to many experiences that tell me its all real. Am I unlocking secrets that have been lost? are there others who can do all of this and know more than I do? Am I the only one?


I must be insane but my power has been tested time and time again and others have witnessed it. Just yesterday I forced a being from a friends house. no religious rituals involved, it was merely my own mental and spiritual abilites. And now its gone and she sleeps soundly at night.


 I just need to find someone else who I've never met to confirm my findings. If everyone on earth could do this, could see what I see. It'd be a much different place I think.

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Well, Its been a long time, and I think i'm a new person now, so, new bio.
I am quite, more so than ever. I try to keep my word. but we know how that goes.
I"m selfish. Not of things but of the passing time.
I like art and I dont skate as much as I would like to.
Theres more, but, its not all that interesting.
Current Residence: Augusta GA (leaving for the mountains on March 14th)
Favourite genre of music: Psychedelic, Blues, Funk, any thing strange and crazy.
Favourite style of art: Surrel, depressive things, that capture the darkest of human emotion and internal struggle
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: My I pod Nano
Favourite cartoon character: Marshall Lee (Adventure Time)
Personal Quote: hopefully this works out.
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AstralMimi Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
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Chrysalite Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for visiting my poetry site too. :)
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Goombaslayer Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I was wonderin if you were the same person I just wasnt sure, but your welcome :D
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BleedingProphecies Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorites! c:
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l-WhiteFire-l Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014
Hey, you get a free badge and a weird trip if you click on the 'Down the Rabbit Hole' thing on my profile. It was pretty cool.
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Goombaslayer Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
what does the badge do?

I don't understand.  What does that symbol even mean D:
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l-WhiteFire-l Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014
It's the new Deviant Art Logo so I guess it means ...Deeeeeeeeeeeeeviaant aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrt~~~~~
It's just a badge though, it appears on the right hand corner of your profile.
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BleedingProphecies Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happiest of birthdays, my friend! :heart: :party: :glomp: 

I hope you have a truly lovely day, dearie! 

Let's chat soon, yeah? :heart: 
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Goombaslayer Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you and I did :D and for sure
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